What have we come to expect from life?
What is it that drives us to believe that we can have anything that we want and that we deserve everything?
What happened to working hard for what we are entitled to and being thankful for what we have been given and what we have been able to give back?
I don’t understand many reasons why,
or many reasons how,
and I will continue to question the if, butts and maybes!
Love that which is within.
Cherish that that touches your heart.
Live your life in every possible way that makes YOU happy!
how do we know when love is real, or when it is just filling a void?
how do we know to accept the challenge and live wholly to our hearts desires?
how do we live our lives without judgement, regret or fear?
everything has a question but not all things have answers.
to know is to find ourselves.
to find what it is that makes us who we are and to be happy within….
…….ourselves
Amongst the tears of sadness yesterday, come tears of joy today.
open your mind, your body, your soul and happiness will follow…
My heart is being ripped.. I love you and I cannot bare to think of you not in my life, but more I cannot bare the thoughts that I am hurting you by being apart from you.. That I am the one causing you pain.. I need to set you free, to give you happiness.. To let someone go that you love so much can be the ultimate sacrifice… I know that now it will be hard, but if we are meant to be together we will find each other again amongst the sea of people when the time is right. I love you, please never forget this.. You take with you a peice of my heart.. It stays with you and wherever it is that you travel…
Why is it that when we have (almost) everything that we think that we could ever need, we are still not happy?
Are we really that bad that we need to have the seemingly perfect life that we simply cannot be happy until we have it? or is that something that we don’t have, so strong of void in our lives that we are not happy until we get it?
But even then, what? What if that thing that we so much wanted in our life is not what is making us unhappy or sad? What if we never find that final piece of the puzzle that will make us happy?
Recently a friend sent me a text that pretty much summed up my feelings ‘You do have (almost) everything that you ever wanted. House, car, loving family and friends, live and work abroad, have a full-time job (and a half job). Certainly more than most people! but you’re not happy are you?’
She is right. I do pretty much have everything that I have wanted.. I actually have more. But there is something missing which doesn’t complete me. Doesn’t make me smile everyday and doesn’t leave me content.
Don’t get me wrong. I have days when everything seems perfect and fine, but those days are becoming fewer and further apart that I have to wonder that if I don’t make a change to something in my life, if that big black hole of sadness will truly swallow me up and spit me out having lost years of my life?
I can’t afford that to happen. I DON’T want that to happen.. so it’s time to make a change.
What’s your secret to happiness?
Normally I try not post more than once a day.. but with some shit news arriving from back home.. I’ve decided that this day needs some inspiration..
two words.. CANCER SUCKS!!
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